10 more days and the days will be over.. the fun, memories, laughter will be remembered at heart.. when I started to learn the ropes, learn my way, learn the environment and most importantly, the people, its parting time.. feeling low but its part & parcel of life... I may become nothing but a person forgotten but all made an impact in my life.. they will be remembered!!! but I also experience the worst insomnia here... been only able to sleep @ 5am in the morning.. too stressed this sem with with hard assignments and tormenting econs mod.. the fear of failing is just so great.. 'SobZ'.. its been a stress sem.. got back tpt assignment, got A-!!! so happy.. the nights spent staying up 'piang-ing' is paid off!!! xm & I both put in efforts twd this proj thou a bit last min work (was so worried we wont be able to complete).. xm!! thank you!! our efforts made the impossible turn possible!!
whatever cannot go on forever must come to an end.. its time to wake up now!! face the reality & realise that dreams and reality are two parallel lines that never meet.. as much as plans are made, obstacles are the hidden barriers.. life chances of everyone is diff and unique with no overlapping.. as much as its pain and sobbing within self, whats the use of holding on if its never meant to be mine.. trying hard but what's denied can never change facts.. as you learn more, experience more.. the dark side of society surface (quoted from mj's tutor, true??)..
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