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Seiously, doubt I'll make it this time.. won't be as lucky as before.. the ideal turns out to be so different.. what more could I expect?? feeling so lousy.. not looking forward to the days ahead.. counting down to the day when my mood might fall to the lowest.. the blackest moment yet again... ah!!!!!!!!!! wish I could find a place to shout it out.. trash my lungs out.. the only solution can only be to get out of it..

Backdated entries..

Nothing much happening since I last blog... done everything I could in office as well so secretly blogging while I can.. Heez...

well, laziness got the better of me so any activities wise, check it out on my facebook or my friends photos... they have pretty much what I done with them together... Here goes a quick summary...

busy weeks at work as my colleagues off to the States for training & I'm here to clear all their work.. sobz.. when they are finally going to be back, I flew off to KHH for business trip.. I'm always envious of my cousins who get to fly for business trips but they would always say I'll know what it feels like when I get the chance.. well..

Its pretty tiring as I had to go to the airport from office and continue working after I touch down to prepare for the meeting.. thou tiring but I don't mind travelling around for work.. I still get to see the different life that people lead even thou its short trip.. love to see different culture and how people live their life.. Its an eye opener for me.. see interesting way of working at my client's place.. seeing is believing.. their lunch time was pretty much different from us.. they had nice lunch box prepared for them which had 4 small dishes and a soup.. when I was on my way to the washroom, all the lights were off and the staffs were all resting after their lunch!! I had to crept so that my court shoes wont make any noise.. how nice if ever my boss impose that system for us.. when their lunch hours is over, you will hear music over the PA system.. its now exercise time!! They were all stretching together with the music.. Isnt it nice of the management to have their staff welfare at their interest.. The people there were warm and friendly, you can hear them chatting and laughing heartedly.. One of the VP sent us back to the hotel when its quite far a distance from his home.. You can never find this warm and friendliness which comes from the heart in s'pore.. went to the night markets as well but as I was too full from the dinner earlier (we ate far too much), I can no longer stuff anything inside me but we tried some of the local food there.. its pretty nice but guess NK was not use to it since he was born in the states.. had the chance to walk around there half a day on the final day before I depart and its really nice.. would be back there one day with my parents and aunt..

Had my root canal surgery as I have been bearing with the pain for quite some time, think since uni.. My face and gum are pretty sore & swollen now.. 2 more procedures before I'm done.. what is the saddest that sets my heart bleeding is the high costs.. I could have buy almost 5 ipod touch (the lowest GB) with that!! but it cant be help anyway.. since I cant really eat, could save my money on that.. Haa.. & Hope dad will be discharged soon & towards full recovery, praying hard that he has no more op in future..

guess that pretty much summed up my not so exciting life?? Haa.. its finally fri!! had to accompany my friend for bbq tml as everyone ban sie her.. doubt I can eat actually but will make my appearance & leave shortly I guess.. ages since I last saw the MWH gang.. had to miss Kayla's b'day too.. sobz... would love to be there.. missed all my cousins, nephews and nieces...

wow!! I wrote quite a bit, isnt it??