Hard day.. hard paper..

juz finish a paper.. i can only say i HATE economics.. or sld I say I'm not someone into econs & I drag myself into this dilemma? prob I shouldnt be here at all, instead, to do smthg I enjoy & familiar.. but anyway, I'm almost there so I can only just hang on.. have another paper later in the evening.. wonder will the blow from macro add on.. haiz.. feeling so demoralised now.. I have to buck up for econs!!! study real hard & praying hard I'll maintain my cap.. god, please save me.. bless me with a brain with economic thinking no matter which sch of thoughts.. thou I prefer keynes.. gtg catch a wink wink b4 studying for BI...

Its CNY again...

time flies.. its another year, CNY here... today is chu san, bao & nancy will be coming later & we'll go to shan's house later.. reunion dinner is the same old style with the same old food but I'm happy eating all the food prepared by mummy & daddy.. but I scaled my middle finger.. sobz.. & in the night i got bitten by dont know what.. there are now so many red marks on my legs & my 2nd finger is swollen like pig's hand.. sobz.. went to san yi's house on chu yi.. its been so long since I last saw san yi & realise time takes away youth real fast.. san yi aged a lot & she's feeling pain at the back & leg.. so xin teng... juz hours ago went to san po's hse & saw kor kor & xiao jie jie's sons.. really cute but sad that we are not close to them, dont even know their names.. can only remember san yi's side grandsons & granddaughters.. hmm... but I'm happy to see xiao jie jie, long time nv see her le...

Later in the day I'll be gg sentosa to see the flowers!!!! HAPPY!!! but sadly, i'll be gg back to hostel to mug for mid-term tests soon.. there are so many tests ahead & assignments due, my mind is bothered by them... haiz... fun is ending soon & I'll have to buck up!!! YILIN, JIA YOU!!! & ya... I'm officially 24!! sad.. aging & pondering what have I accomplished except progressing towards realising mine & mum's wishes... I must make my life more exciting & know more friends yay.. must make the best out of my uni life since its gonna end soon.. sad..

God... please bless me.. with luck.. I need lots of it...

Its been 1 mth since I'm staying in hostel!!! Haa... I've been having fun, knowing more friends & they are all very nice & fun pple.. I'm so happy here!! prob the only bad side is when I need to wash clothes!! there's really intensive competition here, sharing 8 washing machine & 4 dryers with people from 2/3 levels.. OMG!! I have to always keep track of the time so that I can grab the first dryer I see.. but its also a fun part itself.. Haa.. contradicting right??

CNY is stepping near.. but this wk has been a hmmm.... how sld I describe it? thou CNY is near but knowing tt my friend will not be able to enjoy it as in the past made my heart ache for her.. till now, it's still hard to accept the reality even for me let alone her.. Jas's bro met with an accident & passed away, looking at her made me wanna cry with her, having to put up a strong front in front of all others & esp for her parents.. I just hope I can be the friend to be there for her if whenever she needs someone to talk to or go walk walk with.. I know I've been a bad friend, not keeping in constant contact with her & only when something happen, I remember her presence.. but no matter what, I hope to be always there for her.. I'll always be here for u yay, thou u wont see this blog but its from the bottom of my heart.. I guess everyone hope its a dream & not reality.. but whats lost can never catch hold of it anymore..

The recent fri, sat & sun (09/02-11/02) was spent in chalet, the purpose was to celebrate my b'day.. time really flies & I'm 24 this year already!!! pondering what have I accomplished this year?? graduation is not far but I cant bear to leave sch.. Haa.. wondering again what will I be in the future..

V'day was spent with xm at vivocity.. didnt want to stay alone in hostel, tt would be so sad.. we ate dinner together & shop ard.. Today (15/02) we learn how to play the angklung, it was quite fun.. I'm playing the B note but I only have probably ard 5 notes to play, out of the whole song.. so little, right?? It's also block supper celebrating CNY tonight.. Its fun as we gather together to makan & chit chat.. I hope time would just stop here & the fun would just go on.. Haa.. god, please bless me with getting a hall next sem, please??

gtg tidur now or else I wont be able to wake up for 9am class.. feeling so sleepy & its macro class again.. I hate tt class!! Liu Jia!! pls dont call me up to the board!!! ZzzZzzzz... May I have a gd sleep.. sweet dreams...

I'm back at home today!! Its been 2 wks in hostel & I'm enjoying every min of it.. Its been fun learning to be independent, doing all the bits of my life where mummy used to do it nicely for me.. now I know how hard all the work are.. have to do my laudary, clean the room & keeping things tidy.. but everyday have been a learning day & its fun without any restriction imposed on me, no one to nag at me & I can go out as late as I want.. Haa.. I'm getting to know more people now & they are really nice..
I went for rebonding on tues & it was a bad choice.. now my hair is in a mess with uneven cut & bad rebond.. wonder if they have a time slot for me to do retification.. I'm so sad.. :'( wanna have a nice hairstyle for CNY but its so bad now.. gonna call them later..
Went to MWH this sat, we did handicraft.. learn how to do dragonfly & heart-shaped scent bag.. It was fun.. but smelling the lavender flowers for the whole session made everyone's head so pain.. xm even came down with a fever.. oh no.. after the session. I went PS to meet up with nancy & bao.. went shopping ard.. was feeling so tired as I slept at 3am the prev night.. talking abt the prev night.. I went to the toilet at ard 2.30am, wanted to brush my teeth b4 heading to bed but I keep hearing some noises.. in the end, after I finish pee-ing, I dash out of the toilet as fast as my 2 short legs can carry me.. went toilet again at ard 6.30am, the noise is still there.. so scary.. when I finally wake up at 8.30, the noise is no longer there!!! OMG.. have I been hearing noises??
god, please bless me... please...