Predominantly Me..

I wonder if it has been a wrong decision.. everything has changed.. changed as a result of people, environment or a resultant caused by no one else but me.. I wonder what had happen & whats wrong.. It has been good initially but things took a change.. tired.. is there any worth left?? I guess what has happen all these while shown otherwise.. Its time to do what need to be done.. Its wrong right from the start but its impossible to start things over again, things can only go right by putting an end to all these.. What looks smooth sailing is the event prior to a thunderstorm..