Predominantly Me..

A lot of unexpected things seem to happen which leaves no time for reaction.. wondering if I have done something wrong or have I asked for smthg which I have to give up the current possessions.. if all these have to happen, I wish I have nothing in the first place.. I feel the fear, see the sadness but there's nothing I can do except to divert away the attention.. as much as the laughter is short-lived, there's a limit to what one can do.. wishing nothing have happen... feeling so disappointed, as a part, you feel nothing & care less..