My first run began on 20 Jul 08.. its my first ever run & a short one of 5km.. happy to accomplish it in 1/2 hrs.. its fun to be running in the open air, running ard the CBD area with all the high rise buildings ard me..

Completed my 2nd run of 10km - safra army half marathon.. its a diff one compared to the last with the distance being longer & a whole different bunch of pple.. went over to wj house with xm for sleepover so that j can drives us all there in the morning.. when we were abt to sleep, one of the unit at the opposite block was having their music so loud that we couldnt sleep at all.. the 3 of us sat by the window peering over looking for the inconsiderate people.. we tried our best to sleep & wj couldnt hold it longer, she called the police.. haa.. we sat by the window again waiting for the police to come.. its a totally thrilling & fun experience.. wj kinda tongue tied & said she lives at rivervale mall.. coz she always tell her friends she lives near RV mall.. the police walked ard the void deck for quite some time, not knowing where to head.. I nearly wanted to shout over, "Go up to the 4th floor la!!!" we watched the whole episode of the 2 policemen finally walking up the stairs & the music finally stopped when the police knocked on the right door.. its finally peaceful if thats what you think.. their voices were still so loud that I could hear clearly their laughter and shouting.. in the end, I didnt catch a wink, just closing my eyes waiting for the alarm to go off..

we had a fast washup, ate our b/f in the car & reach there ard 6am as j & WQ's flagoff is 6.30 for their 21km.. I can nv run tt dist at this moment when I nv even completed 10km.. the 4 gals then sat along esplandae trying to sleep while waiting for our flagoff time.. feel so happy to complete the run.. I conquered 10km!!! a distance I nv tot I could do it.. one discouraging pt is that I started walking after reaching the 7km mark, walked another 2 km then run again.. to show I ran hard, the soles of my shoes are on the verge of coming off along the run but I survived home thou.. while running, witness lots of fun stuffs & saw encouraging moments.. there's lots of thing in life which we would nv know if we can do it until we attempt it.. our treat for the day is dim sum at "Hong Sing".. ate to our heart contents!! then shopped ard suntec with xm b4 heading back home..

Looking forward to my next run in Dec- SC marathon.. still thinking if I should join NB run as its a tough one.. gonna train hard to improve my timing & to finish the run at one shot with no walking..

In this week, was so pissed off with XXX.. I'm trying hard but yet went unappreciated.. its just a total turnoff.. prob just as E says, friends are just sparetyre, remembered only when needed.. true?? guess she's the only one who knows how I feel & share my thoughts.. glad that I still have a friend who is willing to listen to my grumbles and a friend I can get consolation from.. just telling myself, people who's not worthy are not worth the attention.. anyway, just wanna vent off.. will be fine again when I cool down..

My life now is all about eat, sleep, work & study with the first 2 being what I'm best at & the latter 2 what I'm worst at.. I had an unexpected little surprise too with an extra exemptions that I got.. but the bad news is I have to attend lessons on Sat & I'm TOTALLY lost.. who can save me in consol??

I guess I know what I love now.. as much as I hate economics in the past, but now, I love theories from smith, keynes, akerlof, etc.. rather than remembering accounting rules.. at least economics is smthg which revolves ard our everyday life.. well.. at least what I need to memorise is all the formulas.. its been some time since I last come in contact with a/cg stuffs & its taken a toll on me now.. with the benchmark set so high, I'm freaking stress how am I going to survive & achieve the results set.. I'm not Michel Phelps who can set WR even if his goggles were filled with water..

I'm crazy to be taking the 2 hardest & killer papers right for my start.. am I courting death, digging my own grave?? I don't wanna lose out when the race is not even done but I no longer have the old gang of friends who tide through with me together back in uni, with everyone of us working out solutions together.. its a lone journey here with everyone almost to themselves.. someone told me he's ASPD.. maybe I'm one too? may good luck be with me & i'll tide thru this..

its the olympics game now.. & people from my office is so engrossed in it.. its interesting that we all come from different countries & each of us has a team in it.. they'll be like checking out how their country did in the medal tally but I'm checking out athletes from other countries than my very own.. well.. at least for me, none of them fascinate me so I rather be going wooo & ahhh over someone else.. haa.. its great that s'pore finally getting into the finals after 48 years but its the sport which I dont have an interest in..

Have been sneezing away for the past few days & splitting headache.. but I still have to attend night class.. decided to give myself a break tml.. yeah!! sld I go for a morning jog tml morning (with my tissue??)??

Inflation has been hitting hard on s'pore with price hike for everything you can think of.. seen the doct & its a $4 increase in consultation.. if not for avoiding passing the virus to the rest, I would let it sneeze on.. anyway, I've zo-bo-ing now.. guess I wud study at home tml..