Predominantly Me..

pissed!! pissed!! pissed!! pissed off with whatever has happened.. what is it like to be excluded?? I know how it feels, not once but four times.. gd news or bad news when you asked, what do you want me to reply?? what else can I say?? I wonder how long can I endure.. I'm really trying, fitting myself to whatever the size of the space but I'm always out of place.. what sld I do then to make it right?? or all done is just a fruitless case??